Main Khudko Dhundta Hun Akele Mein...

This one's one of my favorite....

Aaj main khudko dhundta hun akele mein
wo khilono ki khankar
wo bado ka pyar...
wo maa ka dulaar
wo sharaarat aur wo maar....
wo BACHPAN dhundta hun akele mein...
aaj main khudko dhundta hun akele mein....


wo masti wo khel...
wo doston ka mel
kabi paas to kabi fail
jab ghar lagta tha jail...
wo aansu wo hasi...
pal mein khush aur pal mein dukhi....
wo MASUMIYAT dhundta hun akele mein....
aaj main khudko dhundta hun akele mein....


wo college mein raat bhar padhai...
wo doston se ladai...
wo proxy wo bunk...
wo attendance k liye chadhayi....
wo din bhar khel aur raat ko jashn...
wo pariksha mein cheating se kiye hue prashn....
wo JAWANI dhundta hun akele mein...
aaj main khudko dhundta hun akele mein.


aaj shayad mera soya zameer jaga..
ehsaas hua ki shihrat k peeche main bahut bhaga...
chuut gaya sab kaamyabi ki jhamele mein....
kho gaya tha main kahin is duniya k mele mein...
aaj dhundta hun main khudko akele mein...
aaj main khudko dhundta hun akele mein....

My Upcoming Book... A True Love Story...

In India inter caste love or marriage is still taken as crime. Is there any particular age when u can fall in true love?? Or does your caste decide whom you can love. This story is based on a similar situation. Siddhartha is a middle class aggarwal family boy who lives in a small town. He has a normal life with great ambitions. Everything is going good until he is shifted to a metropolitan city where he finds the girl of his dreams and this is the time when everything changes. The girl happens to be from a rich jaat family in Gurgaon who is very beautiful and loves him a lot. But every spring season is followed by autumn n so does in real life. They were separated by their parents and the girl was sent abroad for studies while Siddhartha remains in ncr and completes his study. In college life he meets a girl whom he likes a lot but not able to decide if its love although on the other hand he still waits for his ex to return someday … and hopes they will meet again… what happens ???

Would she come back?? Or will he fall in love with a girl in college?? Will it be a new beginning for him or the end of life?? Will he be able to survive the catastrophe???

INTZAAR...

HI GUYS THIS IS an effort to reach you all before i end up into my final stage... you guys are my inspiration and it is you from where ma thinking come from and so do my ideas... so ultimately you are the ones to judge if its worth it... i am adding a page of mine please lemme noe if u like it... if u find some mistakes...or if u can suggest something ... i would be really glad.

aksar pucha logon ne mujhse

kitna pyar kiya humne tumse

dhadkane boli par zuban chup rahi

aur hum chupate rahe jawaab sabse

aaj aapne pucha hai humse

kyun kiya humne aapka intzaar

to janiye is dil ka haal sarkar

janiye kyun hai ye dil aapke liye bekaraar

chalte kuch aur dur sath mere

to jaan pate kyun kiya maine tumara intzaar

karte jo tum bhi mohabbat humse

to jaan pate kyun kiya humne tumara intzaar

nami jo dikhti hamari aankhon mein

khushi jo hoti thi tumhari baaton mein

haste muskurate din the jaise

kuch aur din rehte hamari baahon mein 

to jaan pate kyun kiya humne tumara intzar

muskurate tum bhi jo mere saath

na chudhate yun mujhse apna haath

haste meri khushi mein aur rote bhi mere gam mein

kabhi samjhi hoti tumne is masum dil ki baat

to jaan pate kyun kiya humne tumara intzaar

choti si zindagi aur umeeden hazaar

shayad ab to mulakat ho zindagi ke us paar

khush raho tum bas yahi dua hai hamari

lekin jis din karoge kisise hum jaisa pyar

to shayad jaan paoge kyun kiya humne tumara intzaar

to jaan paoge kyun kiya humne tumara intzaar....